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Name: Jane
Birthday: 8/3/1984
Gender: Female


Interests: Economics, Graphic Design, Art, Painting, Drawing, video editing, sleeping, sitcoms, romantic comedies, music, relaxing, hanging out with friends, burritos, spending time with my family (dog included), just having a great time...
Expertise: Observing and analyzing.
Occupation: Student
Industry: Business


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Member Since: 5/5/2003

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Friday, July 20, 2007

What ifs...

I know I shouldn't think about "what ifs"  but I can't help it.   I keep thinking about you... how we met...Everytime I forget about you, we run into each other... it's as if someone is trying to tell me something.  I can't help but wonder....what if...


Thursday, May 10, 2007

I've been living with a shadow over head.
I've been sleeping with a cloud about my bed.
I've been lonely for so long. Trapped in the past I just can't seem to move on.

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away.
Just in case I ever need 'em again someday.
I've been setting aside time, to clear a little space in the corners of my mind.

All I wanna do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it throw with out a way back into love.
I been watching but the stars refuse to shine.
I've been searching but I just dont see the signs.
I know that it's out there, theres gotta be somthing for my soul somewhere.

I been looking for someone to shed some light,
not somebody just to get me through the night.
I could use some direction, and I'm open to your suggestions.

All I wanna do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it throw with out a way back into love.
And if I open my heart again. I guess I'm hoping you'll
be there for my in the end.

There are moment when I don't know if its real,
or if anybody feels the way I feel. I need insperation,
not just another negotiation.

All I wanna do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it throw with out a way back into love.
And if I open my heart to you. I'm hoping you'll show me what to do.
And if you help me to start again. You know that I'll be
there for you in the end. 


Sunday, April 29, 2007

if you're a washed-out celebrity and you wish to gain some publicity, here's how to do it:
1.  Go do something illegal
2.  Get arrested for it

Hey, I never promised it'd be good publicity.




Friday, April 27, 2007

i made some spam misubi today ...yum =)



Thursday, April 26, 2007

For the last 4 days, my parking spot has been taken by an all new silver Lexus ES purchased from the Cerritos Auto Square.  Therefore, for the last 4 days, I've come into work slightly irritated 'cause I've had to park in spots that are much more difficult to back out from...  My name might not have been written on the spot, but EVERYONE knows that spot is MINE.  Usually, every morning, I'd come to work and all the spots around THAT spot would be occupied.  I'd leave my building for a few hours, come back, my spot would still be free, I'd go out to lunch, come back, my spot would still be unoccupied.  It's like my name is there, but w/ invisible ink.  Anyways, this morning, as I was pulling into the parking structure, I saw that Lexus ES head towards my spot on the 2nd floor....and I see the man pulling into the spot, backing out a bit, pulling back in, then backing out.  Back and forth a few times.  Then, when he got out of his car, I figured,"It's about time he's done parking that car."  Apparently I was wrong... he got of the car, inspected the front, back, all four corners, checked to make sure his car was perfectly centered in the spot, got back into his car, backed out, drove back in, a couple more times, got out, inspected his car again.  The man was obsessive... I was already irritated 'cause the man took my spot, but having to look at him park his car repeatedly made me want to key his freakin' car.  Oh, to make it worse, his walk to the building was so full of attitude like "ha ha ha...look at me, i'm so great 'cause i own a lexus."  that made me want to key his car even more.   But I won't, 'cause it's not right... I also don't have anger management problems either, I'm just a little irritated is all.  btw...he works on the 4th floor in my building.... grrr...



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